I’m not a writer, I’m not good at writing and stuffs, but I do love to compose myself, something that my mind wanted to say. I’ve always wanted to express myself, my beliefs. I want myself to come out of an inside locked jar. Like for years, I’ve been keeping, suppressing myself, my thoughts. But finally, blog came into my life. There’s something good about it, that helps me release everything I want to voice out to the world, without being judge by anybody.


What I love about blogs is that, you can get immediate response, or appreciation, acknowledgement from other people you don’t know. You can release yourself into it. It gives us voices, a heart that speaks, a personality within. And by the way, I also wanted to tell you that, I love reading. Yeah, I do love reading. Again I will say to you, I do love reading. Laughs. May it be novels, short stories, poems, insights, or revelations. I love them all. I love reading a lot, it brings us to some place magical, some place that you and the world in it is just there. It’s just like you and the plot, without other people surrounding you.

Blogging saved me, it gave me strength in the moment of misery, lost in the wilderness, and in state of seclusion. All of us has our own story, about life, love, commitments, griefs, and other things. I must say, all of it is important, because that’s what make us human, that’s what makes us live, our own life stories. Value everything, because it all happens for a reason, for a purpose. It doesn’t happen accidentally, you know. Laughs. So express yourself, bring out the best in you, say what you wanna say, and if you wanted to be heard, shout if you needed to. Just let it out, breathe, let it go. 



Life is hard.

ImageHey someone! I don’t know who you are, I don’t know where you are, I don’t know if you are real or you’re just one of my imaginations. I just want to talk to someone, release my feelings, emotions, or whatever you want to call, name it. But if ever you’re reading this note, I wanna ask you something. Have you ever felt the feeling of floating in the air, your thoughts all over your head, and you just can’t stop thinking about the future, like what happens next, or who’s the next person you’ll ran into. I want to express myself, weights are on my shoulders you know, I might add. Sighs heavily. I just want to compose myself and just set aside all my thoughts and do what I must do. You know what I mean. I’m in the point of losing myself over these thoughts in my head. I want to reach my dreams, have a good job, build my own family, help my parents, and be a good citizen, a help to other people.

At first I thought, it was just all so simple. Giving all my best, efforts and everything, studying hard, and be one of the top students in class, but one day in just one snap, everything is falling apart, it’s just simply gone. And you’ll realise it’s so damn hard to achieve all of those things, that it’s not that easy, it’s so difficult. I ask myself all the time, why do I need to feel all these, why do I need to experience hindrances in my life, why do I have to be in a situation that I myself can’t handle. That my life had to be, supposedly I must say, be so simple, and not be that so complicated. I just want to put my heart where it belongs to. I just want everything to be in their own places. But, sadly, unfortunately you can’t have everything in this world. That we’re given this gift of life with obstacles and hard ons.

For whoever is reading this, thanks for your time, I truly appreciate it. You may not understand me for some reasons, but if you do, please let me know. I want to know who you are. We can have a tiny talk. For now, I’ll relax, and take my nap.